Well, it;s been a long time since I have been here - been some slip ups - some weeks where I did not care about food, or exercising. In spite of that, my weight maintains at about 169. I am getting smaller and leaner every day. Suzana wants me to lose 15 lbs by July 4th.. I am not sure this is a realistic goal for me. Seems like my body is not ready to lose the weight. Even so, I am fitter, leaner and healthier than I have ever been.
Have been reviewing some of my pics from this journey and I am amazed at how large I was, and how in denial I was about my weight being way too big. It's a good reminder that this is and always has been about getting healthy and about how much better I look AND feel when I am thinner and working out.
I ordered some MEDIUM scrubs because the larges seem to be just a bit too large right now - I do love me some LA Rose scrubs and look forward to seeing how the new ones fit when they get here in the mail.
Reviewed some pics of my ex-husband and his fat girlfriend of the past 2 years (creepy things we have in common: Jay, Both of us being big girls when we were with him, dark curly hair, and similar lower facial structure.... CREEPY) If I had been with Jay still, I would probably still be fat, hating myself, and selfish as hell. My divorce was the best growing, resurection moment I have ever had. I have felt that I had some chance at Redemption with Robert. Hopefully, Jay has that opportunity with Jamie. I love that Robert wants both of us to be fit and healthy - It's great to be with someone who accepts my body as is, but wants health to be a basic part of the ordinary things we do together.
Life is good - Onward and upward!
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